SIMPLE BLOG VERSION II

09/07

got back my results... u s s e. didnt take chem. improvement for everything but still fail sian. heng its not a lvl if not... cui...

30/6 ah..... 1 day of shop = leg pain

2315 juz came back from shopping.... buying things i mean. went to queensway to buy a pair of boots before going to vivo. wanted to buy the havana trekking shit but didnt coz it looked abit gay and doesnt really suit me i think. ended up buying 2 shirts... quite ex but worth it. the pain of choosing dun to limited resources came back once again... everywhere got things to buy.. but cant buy everything.... juz hope that gst would push prices up too high..

update liao finally.

exams are over.......YES!!!! sadly its only over for now.... __ didnt update for a nong nong time not becoz i have nth to say, but coz i am quite lazy to type...... actually apart from studying, i chose playing game and swimming ahead of blogging...

many things happened lately... last friday my grandfather passed away.... 97 liao... he was infected by some dunno wad virus and his BP started lowering... sad.... now i know wads history. relatives from all over the world(afew countries) came to the wake... some cousins that MIA for ten years suddenly pop up with new husband... granduncle and grandaunty came too.... told us stories bout my grandfather ....had alot of food... i think i ate more peanuts during the 5 days than i ever had in my life... zzz. exchanged no with 2 of my cousins, kinda my favourite of all cousins.... yea... been a tired 5 days, have to go to the singapore casket in the morning and can only leave at 12mn.. i think my parents will have to go skool see principal again....this time exam sure fail badly one..... luckily this thing didnt happen during my a lvl.. if not cui... well, looking on the brightside, maybe if i do well for prelims i can get good progress award and buy more things LOL.

going shopping tmr.... been targeting some stuff for a long long time. gonna get myself a havana trekking fuck... which is like.... $49.9... i considered for 2 months and after getting feedbacks from my cousins who wore it, i decided to buy. $20 more for confort and style and most importantly, something i like should not be unreasonable. yes wait for me, i am here to get U.
bought a loreal wax juz now.... 8.90 LOL and i also considered for 2 months...coz it is 1 dollar more then gatsby wax. knn.. i think my life is very sad...but sad then very happy. the wax is quite nice... smells nice and i think it blends with the texture of my hair... wa sounds gay.
went queensway to look for a pair of street soccer boots and found one... gonna buy it tmr 76.... quite ok. i have been wearing the one i have for 4 years.. finally broke while playing soccer...YES.
next, i will go isetan to spend away my 20 dollars voucher.... then settle liao gst lai i also not afraid.

went gym today too... as u can see today i went to do many many thigns including blogging.. been 2 weeks since i last went due to exam.... but everything is under control haha... going to swim tmr if possible.. if not sunday have to swim with all the bangla le. not that they are bad... but i scare i bang into them.

nowadays singers dun sing with their mouth, they sing with their figure and looks. why do i say that? i have been listening to 1990-2000 songs.. the singers at that time really got standard.... u cannot hear them suck air and they can hold their.. last word? for a very long time. but too bad, they no looks. singers nowadays.. most of them, cant sing... but they make up by dancing and singing lousily......sian u see ocean(the bigger size not too gd looking singer with gd sound), after pple see him, they totally like sian diao LOL...cruel world.

kk i go dota, sms u all next time!

10/5

oh yea blogging again.

erm... in my last post, i talked bout the diff between dm of a sec skool and one of a jc..... their hair. nexts move up one lvl.

i am starting to believe that the air in jurong is getting more and more foul, dirty compared to those of CCK... recently heard from my frenz that a principal of a JC in jurong west erm next to SPC kiosk..i cant remember the name of the skool sorri.... is kinda.... funny(or trying to be). he made a comment recently bout malays and indians in his skool.... about their undesired behaviour and maintained that he wasnt being racist.... then more recently.. the owner of this blog, http://wengboy.blogspot.com/ tio kan-ned coz of his 3/5 post... the principal apparently went to google his speech and found him LOL....

during recess, i wnated to share this infor with my frenz and was kinda surprise that afew of them know bout this incident.... spreading like fire... nice. i told them that this cool principal sebei cool... he told students not to wear slippers after sports trainning..if they wan to wear can, but must wear socks LOL....i respect him. he is trying very hard to contribute to the fashion world and start a new trend.... thinking up a trend is not very difficult but he not only think, he also execute.... actions stronger than words i suppose... everyday walk round the skool in socks with slippers. i dun mind following la... but i will wear a mask first.. this kinda pattern i think only pple like that $#@% can do...but its not his fault, mid life man crisis... somethings that once stood dun anymore.. so abit dulan.. we must understand man.

wa lau he make me dam excited that i strayed off topic.. after listening to the stuns he did, i start to love my principal, mrs tan i think. when u see her, one look u know she is the principal. in fact, of the 3 VPs and P of my skool, 2 got the seh.. the other one... sorri but one look u know she is an aunty but she is sadly, my vp... dun blame her... she was from anderson... whole day mugging skool where got time to dressup? glad to have a charismatic principal who dun come out with stupid ideas like wear socks with slippers.

now i dam scared.... later he come knocking on my door in socks and slippers coz i posted a blog about him how?! i think i better go off now see u pple

5/5

2.45pm now, juz had my lunch and medicine... nice. i have always enjoyed eating medicine esp those er... liquid ones.... with diff flavours.. nice. but this will be the last time i allow myself to end up eating medicine. after i finish my anti-biotic, on monday, i will sleep early exercise more and study harder....esp after getting owned at a 60 years old doctor... ah..cant wait for tuesday.

worried... keep sleeping and chilling, no mood to study... the medicine really very strong.. after eating confirm sleep. would have been nice if i dun have 2 tests on monday.... sian... got to start studying if not.... cui confirm fail and my teachers will confirm kp me to death. really sick of being sick man.

juz finished watching the twin of brothers(sat and sunday 7pm show) on crunchyroll... wanted to finish watching so i can concentrate and study at nite. 2 thumbs up for the creator of crunchyroll....althou abit pirated.. the twin of brothers is one of the better shows i have watched. the ending sebei touching.. luckily im a guy if not i confirm will cry. and its nicer than stupid korean drama.. no one died of cancer or love sick or 2 pple walking pass each other but one turn left then other turn right and missed each other... dam korean drama, sebei no standard.

downloading gundam wing and endless waltz... 11.4GB.. gonna take months esp when i dun on my com all the time and contribute to global warming...watched gundam on tv when i was... in primary 5 i think. round the same time as dragonball z... but i didnt manage to finish watching the 2 anime... thats why now i have to dl from torrent and wait... lesson learned, do things must do 'cleanly', dun leave back road....if u wanna kill someone, kill the whole family.. if not they will come back to haunt u. if i had the discipline to watch these 2 anime ten years ago, i wouldnt have to wait now.. and waiting really sucks haha... anyway, bout the killing things, its juz a joke..

every morning the first thing i see, i hate seeing, is my skool's dm catching short skirt. everyday catch.. catch catch catch...i think he kena traumatised when he was young... maybe a sebei disgusting jc girl with a very short skirt extorted money from him LOL... fuck la, everyone knows that pjc is famous for afew thigns and one of which is the short skirt. when i was in ctss, i used to call pjc short skirt skool(SSS in short). taking away SS will take away the identity of the skool.... skirts cannot and should not be too short.. but i think wad the CBT(hint: see hate list) wants is girls wearing knee length skirt... wtf can u believe it.. knee length. will die one. well, one gd thing is now that he use all his energy in catching skirt, he will not catch hair..so i gain...thanks alot BT. actually DM of a jc is an easier job than being DM of a secondary skool.. the dm of my skool now has "nong mi de tou fa" in other words, thick like bush hair... but take a look at the DM of ctss... LOL he really BT man.. but this time BT stands for botak.

er.......actually wanted to write something... but wa... dam sleepy. k la i go sleep le see u all next time.

sick once again

its been 3 months since i see that doctor again. sebei sian. 1 person in my class sick spread to half the class lol. ok no more sharing of water le.... spreading diease made easier.

juz came back from the clinic and kena suan by the doctor. he told me to exercise more... and say my meat very soft... then he asked me to pinch his hand... wa piang... i totally tio owned. 60 year old doctor arms even more toned than 18 year old student. i told him i 1 week exercise 3-4 times excluding pe. but he say not enough.... he exercise 8 times.. wtf man... maybe old pple more time la... didnt know i was so weak till today...need to reflect man... hope i wont have to see his face again.... coz i am sick of falling sick.

actually i wanted to post about something interesting..... but suddenly forgot.. i will post again after i remember. k gtg man see u pple soson

nafa. sianness

juz came back from skool... after nafa...i dunno the correct spelling but i think u all will know. have to finish all 6 stations in a day, starting with 5 stations and ending off with 2.4. overall it wasnt very tiring.... juz abit sleepy coz of the long wait before waiting for all the noobs to finish their 5 stations and run together. didnt do very well.... standing board jump fail, 2.4 d.... the most sian part is i am 0.1sec from c... but its ok la i will be running again on wed to improve that fucking timing of... 12.01 LOL. pacing wrong ba. oh.. and SBJ... that one expected to fail... so i juz need to improve it which i dun think is that difficult.... didnt really do something about it.... running easier.. the other 4 stations sit up bla bla bla all a..... so overall points 22 nil LOL.. sian hopefully, i can get a b for 2.4 on wed and 1 c for SBJ by... july. k.... gonna go do some research, see u pple soon.. i hope. oh yea.. fucking lot of test coming up.... challenges.. i like.

27/4

ow, juz realised it has been almost 1 month since i updated. busy with other stuff.. so only use the com to listen to mr brown... nth else i think. lazy too... too dam lazy.

erm...................................................................................................................................actually dunno wad to say........................................................................................................................ erm stopped play game.. and study whole day lor... ok la quite no life... erm swim gym jog... exercise alot to get myself in shape for ns.. to be continued..

30/3 sian sian sian

got back all my common test result... U U S S E. song bo? yea quite song. if i get this kinda grades for a lvl.. i think i will go and sell my ass hole. well, it didnt caught me by surprise though... given the amt of effort i put in. still, seeing my frenz do alot better makes me feel dam fucked up. maybe i should have studied harder...i could have but i didnt. so thanks guan yin, this is not the actual exam... looks like my poor parents have to make a visit to the skool :) ... then i will do my part by being their tour guild LOL. they have nv been to pjc..carepark have.. and maybe the toilet.

poor me, my mother went to malaysia ytd and i am already feeling somethings missing. my usual sebei zai breakfast which amazes all my frenz is not there... and no one KP me... no one for me to bully, no one to do the housework LOL. sigh... dam miss her... and the things that come along with her LOL fuck up la me... jk.. but i am kinda worried.. malaysia so many thieves nowadays and the fucking mat govt dam gl.. hope she enjoys herself and come back fresh... i am trying my best to make sure the house is "clean and tidy".. if not she come back KP then i confirm wish she stay in malaysia.. and the cycle goes on.

juz finish exercising. wanted to go to the gym in skool but chose not too coz the crazy canoeing team is gonna use it in 1 hour.. and wad can one do in 1 hour? seriously dun wanna warm up and have to leave. well, could have joined them if my fren sl wasnt psycho-ed by me to go JJC LOL... dam sian. but nvm la, fated.

my classmates love to sabo pple. recently, the started sabo-ing 2 pple in my class, 1 boy one girl.. like.. i like u u like me this kinda pattern. so they keep making fun of them and i joined in laugh and suan them.. coz i was suan-ed for almost 6 months last year. then.... they saw the girl that they sabo me with... and fuck.... pay back... tens 10.... karma for me next time i juz dun talk can le.... if not everytime tio sabo... play along lor, juz hope the girl dun feel offended... if she does, go slam my frenz LOL.

signed up to helpout in the pre-u seminar. wanted to be an usher. but is dam dam troublesome, need to go interview and this and that... so i decided to go for something else instead. erm........ shit, i cant remember what is it... sian..... blur shit. sigh.... cannot be usher!!! since a nong nong time ago.... think its dam smart and gd looking. always wanted to wear the skool blazer coz i think i will look gd in it... thick-skin.. but..why cannot thick-skin? esp this is my blog. hope the principal see my post and invite me to be one LOL..

waiting for my naruto dl to complete... sick and tired of waiting week after week for the episode.. if i am a rich gd for nth, i will..... but i am not so dun think so much.

ok dam tired, seeu all next time

a gd day at last.

juz came back from ns medical checkup. tio pes B... average la.. nothing special. before the checkup, i was quite scared i will get c or d coz of my fucking knee. ytd 2 of my classmates got d coz of heart problem and coloe blindness... bo bian one. nth special about the checkups.. maybe the more interesting ones are the blood test section and the take-off-ur-pants part. i was expecting the drawing of blood to be abit more painful... but the whole process is close to painless... 100 times more noob than acupuncture. still, i dare not look at the blood... i scared i faint and the needle break inside my body and i die... after chekcing eyes ears etc, i found out that all my rating is pes a... siao liao. now i am worry again... if i kena commandor with a lousy knee and break my knee while serving the nation how? next 50 years stay at home play game? so i was considering whether to show the doctor at take-off-ur-pants section the letter from NUH. well, i did.. and heng i did i got pes B..... oh the doctor told me to take-off-ur-pants and did some experiment... LOL jk la he asked me to cover my mouth and cough.... also dunno wads the use of that... after the take-off-ur-pants test, i went to do one fucking.. and i mean fucking boring test... sat there answer questions.. didnt manage to finish some of them... too bored.. i anyhow did the last part... and hoped that the test will end soon.. but it nv happened till 1-2 hours later.... this is the most boring test i have taken in my life...so girls out there, u r dam lucky. now i juz hope i wont go into commandor .. and those boring waste time units.

bought 2 piece chicken meal for lunch. been 1-2 months since i last ate this thing. the chicken is freaking fingerss licking gd.... like eating drugs man.

oh... went to take my height and weight... my weight is 59.. for the first time in 2 years my weight drop below 60. oh yea.. happy.. once again, if u wanna be fit, choose swimming :). alrite i gtg now see u all next time.

18/3 1 day to being common

its sunday.... tmrs monday... chem common test... sian man... i am sian to the pt that i am going to skip Organic chem and study everything else... i think the paper will be quite easy so as long as i get a d, i will be happy. stopped studying for awhile.. chilling and eating now.

tried installing WC few days ago into my com but couldnt coz the disc spoilt... fated not to play. will maybe borrow another disc from another fren and hope it wont be another spoilt disc.

oh.. bought a nokia 5300 ytd. grey not red... the red one look like shit, the grey one look less like shit. wanted to buy w810i at first... went down to ang mo kio ytd juz for that f phone.... i waited 2 hours for my mother(need her to sign) with wy... so wy and i spent 2 hours walking around that stretch of "HDB shophouse" checking out the best price for my 6230. we came across one sebei helpful 2nd hp dealer, he bought my phone for 105 bucks and talked to us for.... 2hours... telling me the secrets of the diff phones etc. that was when i decided to buy the nokia one instead. i asked for his contact and name... jayson... so.. pple that start with J and end with son are usually gd pple LOL. actually i am feeling kinda guility coz i forgot to give, he forgot to ask for my charger.. and... my 6230 bluetooth spoil le... oh... thats too bad. if u all wanna sell ur phone, plz find him.

alrite.. 1 thing i love about my phone is the sound is stereo, instead of mono.... it gives a very full and surround sound effect... and the headset doesnt loose its connectivity like the SE phones.. aiya dunno how to say la... go demo urself next time. kao.. the sound..... ORGASM man... ok go study see u next time.

15/3 wad a day

i love 15.... i juz love it...
swam 36 laps today.... kinda tired... less than 10 freestyle... bo bian.. too tired... when i swam my 10th lap, i felt like giving up... my mental will-power is getting weaker and weaker.. so weak, i almost gave up.. luckily, i pulled via and... swam 26 more haha... juz love swimming... the sun... love swimming in the sun. days of the bai bai fat fat is gone.. i hope.. forever plz.

oh... went to cut my hair too.. short hair is nice hair... i have short hair so my hair is nice... haha... extremely gl...

planning to buy a phone with mp3 and below 200 after signing a 2 years plan. any reco? saw a phone... SE k610im... not very nice but cheaper than my 1st targets, w810i and k800i... i am only gonna use it till i enter ns.... after ns, super rich le no scare no money haha. still, if k610im has wad i wan, i will buy it... all 3 phones will be valueless in 2 years.. so no diff. if u recommend any phones, u can tag the name of the phone. thanks.

3 days to common test and i am still blogging.... dam gay.. but its ok.. wa sian... dam tired.. i think i go sleep le ... 8pm only... cant wait to watch naruto tmr! the manga and anime r super exciting.... u gonna watch them man.. alrite going off now. see u

13/3, laziness.... SIAM LA!

hi, once again... i am going to post. as u can see, i decided to include the date from now on....

been playing dota quite alot lately.. neglected alot of more impt things... studies..... blog... music etc. so i got really fed up and deleted it... and now i feel so dam no life... studied abit more than before but still not enough... so i guess, for pple like me who cannnot control my own life..... u will end up being no life.

talking bout having no life...alot of pple.. including me... feels that no frenz = no life... recently, i had a fren who sorta fall out with the whole clique coz of some extremely stupid reason... well, he was my fren... now juz someone with no life....

juz came back from acupuncture... injured my thumb while playing softball.... after 2-3 weeks still not fully recovered... so bo bian have to do this kinda thing.... felt quite weird when the needle first went in... like... sour sour.... something going into ur meat feeling LOL... this is not the first time i did this stun.. not the last coz i will be going back again on thurs.. SIGH....

oh... watched the internal affair for the xxx times last sunday.... i think its internal affair II... when the pple in the affairs r still young... yet dangerous. everytime i see the last part when the guy kena headshot i will feel dam sian... touched.... thats why this is the best movie... apart from LOTR...

going sakura for lunch tmr... $20...better be gd.... and i hope its just $20 and not $20++++.... if not sebei sian liao... heard that the food is nice..got quantity but dunno got quality or not... thats why i am there to test it out tmr... actually, i dun understand how some pple have such gd tongue when they come to food tasting... they can rate the food in cats like sebei zai, very gd, gd, so-so nia, not bad, mai hiam bei pai, kan na sai. pei fu them... for me.. its ok sebei zai, mai hiam bei pai and KNS... erm... lousy tongue... maybe too short... or too few taste buds LOL.. k la kinda lame...

oh went to swim last week with my fren, SL... long time no swim with him.. needed it to do some catching up haha... i was telling him how pjc owned his skool jjc... and he reminded me that i am the one that psycho-ed him and couldnt get in LOL... sian sad life for him... if not he would joined the canoeing... too bad man.... blessing in disguise...

erm... jc.. 2 years... wasted half... no more time wasted... i hope... haha alrite man i am going to sleep now, post again soon :) see u

WOOT

oh yea end of the week again.. its 2/2 by the way... preparing for dota.. so juz blog abit.... having CIP tmr.... gonna be fun again... after that going JJC love shit..finally can get to see old frenz and make new frenz... erm.... everyday is a happy day and i hope it will continue... i will make it cont... i will cont... LOL.. siao liao.. too shuang gan.. till the point i anyhow say things.
guess wad? i finish eating so i am going to defend the ancient now.... bye guys see u soon.

happy day

today is a happy day. talked to my frenz after skool at the canteen.. i like such talks becoz i like to talk to pple... and get closer to them. we tok bout dota.... work etc and as usual i always suan pple and joke bout them. haha.

i met up with dus and wl to go swimming. theres a new swimming complex at jurong... so we decided to swim there. but when we reach jurong.. it started raining... and my heart felt like crying... luckily, the rain stopped and i went swimming with dus LOL... the swimming pool is super cool... super big.... slides, lazy pool, some kiddy shit and 2 DUA pool... one indoor one out... wa song bo... next time i can swim even if it rains. i swam 30 laps.. 15 freestyle... super happy.. never swam so much and felt not that tired... i mean.. i am happy coz i can swim after a 1 week layoff due to stupid sickness again. after swimming i went to sun tan.. got tan and got flu LOL. maybe juz caught a cold coz i didnt have any shirt on.... at least now i know why i will fall sick after every swim. but its not stopping me... NEVER.

erm.... oh yea... i had a gd chat with dus while we sun tanned...

oh... one more thing, i realise that i am getting very vulgar lately... i think its due to me working with mike and CO... they keep insulting pple and i think its quite cool... well.... my classmates have been telling me bout my posts... full of f and such... and i decided that.. i will stop being a turn off... well, f and such helps in expressing my feelings... coz those things i scold i really mean it.. alrite.... i guess i finish with wad i wanna say... erm.. k la see u pple soon....enjoy.

yoyo yo wad up man.

hey yoyo... wad up man, hungry come some sushi man. my body sebei pain now... but i am feeling happy.. no pain no gain. anyway, kinda touched by some of my classmates... althou the one, yea that one nv fails to irritate me.

was running 2.4km..i think it was the first time i ran since dec... didnt do well at all but its ok man... one of my classmate BK ran pass me o nthe 4th lap... he's going for his 5th LOL... he punched his fist onto his right hand and show me the "u can do it" fist.... maybe he is trying to gl me by saying, " oh yes jan is slow, now whos boss"... but he aint trying to gl me instead he is encouraging me... LOL.... ok.... i dun really understand what i wrote but nvm.. u will get the idea.
oh and one of my another classmate call.. starfish, the patrick taught me maths... its not something big but imagine u r alone trapped in a derset going to die.. and suddenly a camel come and u see starfish sitting on it.. with water... thats how i felt.. LOL... thats quite funny... i am in a happy mood so i may say things that r too lame.. hope u dun mind.

let me think.... ok i finally increased the no. of pull-ups i can do to 9... after 3 months.. but its still far from my goal and i will have to work harder than ever...

my sister came back from aussie on..... sometime last week. i think she grew up as she is not so KP anymore.. maybe coz her bf is a gd man... or maybe i grew up too. we started talking.... alot of things... insulting each other etc. and i finally understood why she dislike me... coz i didnt know that cancers r sensitive.... with that in mind, i start to talk to her nicely(more) and praise her.. like calling her chio bu etc... althou she will reply and scold me bitch cb na bei fuck off and many more similar words but i know she is enjoying it... so i hope we will not quarrel anymore and live happily ever after.

its 11.05 now. why am i blogging? ok la i go sleep le. see u pple soon

sian fuck myself

sian. keep wanting to blog but didnt. so i shall blog today.

ok.... i have been very vulgar lately... keep saying fuck, wa lan and..... na bei. i will try to change if not i am juz end up like some van drivers. althou i think they quite cool but there is not alot of me around LOL.

went swimming with boon kiat and alvin. got to know one another more... i mean i got to know more about them. BK is not juz a clubber, top in class wanna-be but also a feng shui master LOL. according to him, pple born in the year of snake offend a god.... so its better not to swim... and althou i believe in this kinda things too.... i dunno if i should stop swimming.. coz i may juz die. oh and BK can swim quite well...faster than me... and alvin taught me how to swim free-style the correct way.... felt less tired after that and swam more...thanks dudes.

ok...something slipped my mind.... ok ytd i received an sms from an unknown person... after replying afew polite sms i started scolding him... apparently he is a malay... and i scolded almost everyone close to him... after that i returned home and thou about it... felt guilty.. and after consulting my consultant, WY, i decided to sms him... i do not fear him reporting to the police.. i am juz guilty.... i have been quite R all my life... ok nvm the R. i feel that singapore need less pple like me.... if not there will be more riots.. i wonder if i will be sued.... but nvm la... i apologised to him and he sent me a 3 page sms.... and forgave me....and told me to have a nice day(i sms him at ntie.. and he replied in the morining.) gd.... i am a strong believer of karma... and i thou of several karmas.... na bei dam scary... ok...

ok... i have been listening to more music other than J rock lately after advises from Roy and Mike, soundmen who i look up to. started listening to SCORPION....their songs r quite nice... more the GnR type.. i dun think u know them... juz treat them like... 5566.. no thats an insult... normally pple dunno legends...so i intro-ed u some.

i copied almost all the nice songs from WY's mp3 into my com.... gd... feel happy... its been a long time since i understand lyrics.

i had a dream.... not really a dream it happened but i juz imagine and relive it. i dreamt of me playing soccer for my old skool... pioneer sec... i was sub into the match and we were losing 2-0... of course i am nowhere near a super-sub i guess the coach juz wanna test players since we r losing LOL.... gd i think its the 4 match i played. one guy ran at me and i looked at his face.. he looked like my old neighbor..... i look and look.. and he ran pass me LOL.... wa i sebei sian... keep chasing and he shot... luckily the keeper of my team saved the ball.. if not my rating will be 4(according to Football manager). so i was thinking... if lets say one is not gd enough, he shouldnt get the whole team into trouble... he can juz play himself... but dun be part of something... of course.. this is not entirely true coz without exposure one will not improve.... i am glad i p[layed 4 matches.... althou i nv really let in a goal..... but somethings we do may not have a gd keeper... so... bottomline... dun make urself a burden... if u r one, improve or juz...

been sick for most of my life.. esp during JC years.... meaning last year... every month see doctor at least once... either to get MC to pon or really sick... this year i am determined no to pon or go see doctor... fucking hate them... ok... i guess i will juz volunteer(??) for some skool functions to helpout... not exactly bootlick... but doing myself a huge favour... i need a power testimonial. i doubt my scout one is gd enought.. plus i may not get NYAA in time.... thou i hope i will.... so in the best scenario, i will have 3 testi... together will gd results... yeah baby.... i can go be police and earn money :)

k la i am super tired..... feel like being a fish swimming in the sea without sharks and human. see u pple soon... u pple see my next update soon too :)

wa lan, why must u appear?!

ok. juz came back from work today.... the second day i worked for mike, soundman of RONIN and also, the owner of our jamming studio... and also.. our band manager soon to be... as usual, carried some stuff from his studio to load into his dirty yet cool van. we arrive at the place, its a club for the riches... and was welcomed by a botak... hes the manager of the band which is going to play tonite... wads the name.. er... the unsomething band...

started offloading his stuff and setting up everything... cool man... sian super lazy to type. ok, we watched the band perform and as usual i started talking to everyone around... the botak manager, whom initially gave me a gl feel was actually a nice guy... we talk and talk and he offered us(mike and i) some beer.... have been drinking abit recently... sicne the alcohol in aussie is kinda cheap.... the beer taste fine... infact, its the best i have tasted... this one confirm is heineken.

ok... mike is a funny guy he keep scolding vuglarity and insult pple... calling a female secretary vixen(hu li jing) and we started talking about things out of music... dun worri... we r straight. ok... then we packed up and left the place... both happily coz we stole some food and saw some chio bu.. mature babe.. like wad i always cool them.

mike gave me sixty bucks after everything... and i am super happy coz i not only learn things, see things i also earn money.. plus i am doing something i like and understanding wads going on behind a successful performance. learned too many things to be blogged.. maybe ask me next time.

ok mike send me to a mRT station and he had to rush off to pack up ronin performance. ok at the train... i saw one chio bu... but she's a fucker anyway coz she keeps talking on the phone and neglecting the guy beside her.. i think her fren or worse bf... she is chio la but fuck her la... BUEY TA HAN THIS KINDA CB... the guy like.. sebei sian wanna jump off the track and she still talk and talk on the phone..

thats not the end... there is an old woman sitting opposite me... i look at her.. and she keep longing at me... i thou to myself... wa i so yan dao? ok lame.. so i stopped looking at her.... she started talking to pple beside her.. telling them some webbie.... i pretend not to hear anything but its fucking funny. esp when she was talking to the already very mizerable guy(the one i mentioned earlier on).

and fuck... she stood up and walk to me... and said," do u know this website, ***.nec.sg..." i was like no.

and she said," r u a christian?" i replied no.

then she said," ok i intro u a priest.... pual wilfred" i replied calmly no thanks.

and she say," go to that webbie and dl "their" songs and album and sing with it.. in the monring". FUCKING CHI BY KNN MF TA MA DI JI BAY. LIM BEI SITTING ON MRT ALONE AFTER A DAY OF HARD WORK U COME DISIAO... wa fuck la... sebei du lan.. i think that woman mad kina fuck by u know who and turn crazy.. fucking chi by... fuck.. i hate to swear but she made me do it... and guess wad? she alighted at clementi.... lasdt year when i was studying for o lvl one mad woman scared me to heaven.... she keep looking at me and smile... and giggle... wa lan sian.... mad fuckers drive me crazy... fuck wilfred... NA BEI GAY NAME AND MAKE PPLE MAD>>>CHI BY HIS MOTHER!

end of hope, beginning of new hope

went for an audition last sunday. i feel that my band did their best... been along time since i felt so comfortable in an audition. however, we were told that we are not selected. quite sian to hear that... but its ok... coz we will improve and go for more of such auditions. still finding a vocalist....plz... vocalist come out.

will be working for mike, the owner of the studio i go this sat. wanted to work for free but he say he will give us(chung and i) some allowance... ok not bad... can earn money, listen to music and train.... song. hope to learn more bout the sound and hopefully, find someone who knows how to set my ideal bass sound.

went to watch a movie juz now... sinking of japan. not bad.. i like to watch this kinda geo related shows.... feel that its more worth it than stupid pirated comedies. i walked round and found a shop that sells jrock and pop things. the one at hereen shop closed down for some reasons and felt quite sad. but now, a new one came out and i saw several dir-en grey merchandises but all super ex... dam it.

attend venture meeting ytd nite. it was more organised than the previous one but alot of members r absent. planned many activities at the end of decemeber.. cant wait to go for the 3days 2 nite thing... sure super song. will be going to aussie at the end of the month. after i come back i will work and enjoy venture activities.. oh... not forgetting operation flaps to abs.

ok..i am super tired now... and its 740 only.. going to sleep now. see u

end of pw and chinese

yes, nightmare over. took my a lvl chinese a week ago. simply happy thats its over. but i saved my joy till now... coz finally my pw is over.. so double happy. the presentation was quite ok, tried my best and i think wont fail... the QnA part also kinda simple. however there was one bloody cb, named derbra *spelling error*, from the seventh student council. when i was talking, she keep talking to the person beside her, who i think is a cb too, and imitate the way i move my hands... fuck HER BIG TIME. she specks in an amg moh slang and think she very chio.. this kinda pple... should juz get FBI and FB EVERYTHING ON EARTH.. sebei arrogant and act cute.. cant stand it... SC suck cocks and lick boots... dam it... other than giving umbrella during rainy days, i cant think of anything gd to say bout them.. esp that piece of oversized bra. ok i am going to sleep now. see u

yea yea

ok juz came back from swimming and feeling tired. went to get a hair cut... this time i realyl cut it short.. and its been a long time since i willingly and happily walk into that shop to get my hair cut... short. many reasons behind that... first, more and more posers r keeping long hair and if i keep, pple may think i am one of those posers... so fuck posers. second, i am going to work as a lowly waiter and i cant have long hair coz the boss will get jealous and fire me. thirdly, i am going to aussie at the end of the month and if i continue to cut it thin, half way via the trip my hair will be like shyt and i dun wan to look like shyt...

pw and the crap due to pw will soon be gone... in another 27hrs time. cant wait for it to be over. feel that my group will do not bad.. eng kien is kick ass and our slides is sebei zai and nice. ok pw here we come..

heard that scout things r coming back... and there is some... wad sentosa trip... maybe the leaders r finally enlightened and we r going to have a day off at the bitch... beach LOL... cool kinda look forward to it... but too bad its scout, boys nia with few girls. its ok.

went to the hotel for interview with sl and his YY ytd. thou it was 7/hr but its 6/hr. but still, wad is better than earning money and gaining experience with frenz and not affect ur normal life? since most banquets r at nite, i can still doing wad i used to do in the day... which is gd. erm... YY, which is SL u know who is quite a frenly person... i think... have to think coz we didnt talk much but its ok too.

talked to JY on msn and smsed him.... this is my step 1 in pulling anevon back together. chee and zhi is always gaying so there's no problem. ziqi is in the same skool as me so its easy too. jy solo-ing in JJC... he needs help. offered to swim with him since he enjoys swimming too.... oh yea not forgetting Ship, the solo backstage crew LOL.

erm... band's gonna learn a new song and i have to listen out the bass... it will be difficult i think.. coz i am not very gd.. but can la the countdown is still kinda far and everyday practice sure can make it.

o lvl is over soon maybe in 11 days... so best wishes for mic and CH...

ok its 1546 now and i have to go sleep awhile. see u

upgraded com and updated blog

ok upgrade my com.. my dad upgrade and repair it coz the things inside juz melted.... and i was left with no coms for 3-4 days. carefree..relax and nice... swim read and went out my time away... ok pw was the major time wasting force. yea... nice not to have a com.. now that my com is back.. its not the same... i dunno why... maybe coz i am tired...

ok updated blog by adding some of my classmates' blog. they already link each other long ago... feel like a lagger. but its k... nv too late... ok...its late i got to go. see u

yea man, blog repaired

alrite. i repaired my blog. changed the stupid tagboard twice and added altered somethings on the right. not bad arh... proud of myself. suppose to come online and find jobs but now i am blogging. 17 years nv earn money how can... so this year i die die also must work. oh gotta thank mic for creating this blog... all the best for o lvl to mic and CH. from now on, i will try to remember to include date to my post...

went to PY's blog juz now and there is a westlife song playing. the song brought back old memories. still remember how HOT boy bands were during tat time.. my primary 5-6 time. those were happy times, much more happier than now. the taste of unity wad nv better... all the fun things we did LOL... althou we are not as close as before, we can still make an impact. dun believe? better dun. cant wait to meet up with them. ok back to the song. recently i heard westlife singing that song live somewhere... they r kinda old already... and i dun think they are together. all boybands girl bands are gone... and those replacing them r stupid RnB hip hop shit, YOYOYO wads up i call them. yea.... sebei du lan of those stupid YOYOYO wads up... totally no life... think southpark should make an espisode on them.. in fact they did in their movie. haha.

alrite man...see u pple

sian la

told u all to tag but my tag board spoil... wa liew.. i really dunno how to repair lei. if u r kind, plz sms or email me and help me repair. i trust that u will not hack into my blog coz many pple will be unhappy if u do so. a blog without a tagboard is a like a communist state, no freedom of speech... and since i am the owner... i am stalin.. and i dun wanna be him.

ok. last friday, went to fish and co to celebrate my frenz bday. the food was quite nice... roughly 10 of us turned up. those that didnt, i think they ~^&$%^$!, but its ok. coz they made the day more pleasant. LOL. half-way via the dinner jon orders a cup of alcoholic drink. being young and innocent, i drank abit and felt gd. so everyone started ordering. its quite nice( the fruit taste) and the alcohol is quite nice too... after that we went to clark quey and one of the clubbers in my class started bring us around and telling us the different backdoors etc. after much consideration, we decided to visit some bars... went to afew nice bars... saw many funny pple and drank abit... beer isnt that disgusting after all... still its not very gd to drink too much. anyway, if u wanna drink, avoid tiger coz it sucks.

we then decided to pon till morning and catch a mid-nite movie at..... leisure. by then, most of the pple have left and only like........7 of us remaining. we watched deathnote and i almost fell asleep. heng i didnt.. coz the it dam ex. one of my fren slept $7 away.. too bad for him.

deathnote is quite nice... full of twists... and some girls say that L is cute... i wonder why is he so skinny.. whole day eat sweet stuff why wont fat.. nb. afew girls say light is cute.. but i dunno why... he look like Jiro from Glay to me. but he is smart...juz like u know who.

plan to swim later but the sky looks threatening. this is the sian part. when u wanna swim, got haze. after haze go, monsoon comes... so u say i sian or not? alrite...

got back my results to day.. overall results.. from cccd to ddbe.. so u say i sian or not? mid year la... that fucking exam... but its ok. work harder and hope i can do better next time.

heard from my bandmate that the audition for some performance is coming up.. wish me all the best and i will try to be the best... alrite.. 2 days post twice... not bad... keep it up man. got to go now. see you.

its been a long time.

yes.. long time no blog. too lazy, too busy, too tired.

finally,my promo is over and the results are out. i got 3c 1d and failed GP. not very happy with my results as i was expecting afew Bs. but still, i am contented coz its not bad already. gonna work harder next year and get a 1toufu a lvl result. next year thing, next year talk. now, its time to play and play and play

many many things to play. jamming is one thing i believe my band should do regularly. no jamming= no improvement= losers. so we will jam for sure.

started swimming like 2-3 months before exams but have to stop.. now its time to continue... sian.. really like to swim.. the feeling is gd and it is a gd exercise. plus i can meet my gd fren which is not in the same skool and talk about happy and unhappy things.. sian la ... no swim= no life.

did i mention in my blog that my class is a cool clasS? if not i would like u pple to know that. going to have afew class activities i guess.... going to one bday dinner... and all our teachers are invited... particularly 2 of them.. since they r going to retire and we wont get to see them anymore. we may not be very close to them.. but i think they r still teachers afterall and deserve us treating them. ok... i am kinda lucky to be in a fun class... my sec 3-4 class is kina shitty so i think this jc class is a... rebate? LOL. if ur class more fun than mine, tag and we can compare.. kinda sad that afew of my classmates will retain.. i wish them all the best. next year will not be the same again...sigh... so i decided not to pon any of the remain days.. in fact.. only 1 day. the class is fun.. but the class tutor(CT) sux to the core. nowadays there are many teachers that teach for $$ and unfortunately, she is one of those. too bad.. i need her to write me a zai testi.. so i will ren and suan her at the end of j2.

wads next? let me think.. ok... as u can see... u cant see the block opposite ur room. why? simple, coz of indonesia's forest fire... LIM BEI sebei sian. everytime i wan to jog or go out.. the haze will stop me... this is a very gd example of negative externality... should have happened before my econs exam so i can use this exmaple. imagine tourist that save up for 1 whole year to come SG and see nth but smoke.... i think they will be sebei du lan. sometimes.. i wonder, how can a country succeed when they cannot even control fire burning their ass? well well.

erm... many things go via my mind these days.. bothered bout things that r beyond my control.. when u see pple sheng zai fu zhong bu zhi fu.. u will really feel very sad for the person that is showering the care and etc... the more i blog, the more i wanna sleep and play bass... haha. ok i guess i gtg.. see u next time. :)

hi pple. been very busy and lazy lately... but tis time to update my outdated blog.

skool has never been better. getting closer and closer with my classmates... whom i previously dun hang out much with. juz alittle infor about them. the guys r fun pple... hang out as a class most of the time... no small clicks... friendly, cock lovers. the girls... friendly too... quite 'cute' i mean.. yea cute... erm quite noise.. and quite funny.. except for some... yea SOME.

my promos is 2 weeks or maybe 10++ days away and i am blogging... wad am i thinking.. got my HP confiscated by a stupid only-wan-money teacher. didnt fight back coz i juz couldnt be bothered.. maybe coz i was qutie high at that moment. well well. the current back up fone i am using is 3**0... the one sl is using.. whole day spin it on the table... i guess i wouldnt do it with my previous fone.

wellwell. went swimming during the holidays. i always wanted to swim but didnt have the initiative to meet up with the swimming pple. so i have to thank sl and leon for... swimming?... yea... i am dam tired now so i may talk nonsense but juz bare with it coz i am going to reveal something.

i know u pple wanna know my band name... u pple refers to whoevee.. maybe no one buti think sure will have afew. my band name is ............................... SWINDLE... dun ask me why coz its juz swindle...i think its quite nice.. better than lucify, MLB and.. rustynailz :)
erm. .wad else .. let me see... i saw nth.. tiem to slp. nite

hi pple. been very busy and lazy lately... but tis time to update my outdated blog.

skool has never been better. getting closer and closer with my classmates... whom i previously dun hang out much with. juz alittle infor about them. the guys r fun pple... hang out as a class most of the time... no small clicks... friendly, cock lovers. the girls... friendly too... quite 'cute' i mean.. yea cute... erm quite noise.. and quite funny.. except for some... yea SOME.

my promos is 2 weeks or maybe 10++ days away and i am blogging... wad am i thinking.. got my HP confiscated by a stupid only-wan-money teacher. didnt fight back coz i juz couldnt be bothered.. maybe coz i was qutie high at that moment. well well. the current back up fone i am using is 3**0... the one sl is using.. whole day spin it on the table... i guess i wouldnt do it with my previous fone.

wellwell. went swimming during the holidays. i always wanted to swim but didnt have the initiative to meet up with the swimming pple. so i have to thank sl and leon for... swimming?... yea... i am dam tired now so i may talk nonsense but juz bare with it coz i am going to reveal something.

i know u pple wanna know my band name... u pple refers to whoevee.. maybe no one buti think sure will have afew. my band name is ............................... SWINDLE... dun ask me why coz its juz swindle...i think its quite nice.. better than lucify, MLB and.. rustynailz :)

now... let me see... k la i saw nth. need to slp le bb ple

life's like that

haha shuold be studying now.. but i am blogging... coz i cant study... too many things going via my head and i must write it down!

had an audition last friday... i think we did well as a whole.. the other bands didnt do well at all... but i think this teachers' day performance will be a nice one. sorted out some band issue and once again our band had a great leap forward and this time its true, its true. feel that we can go a nong nong way.. feel that maybe we can even make some money outa this trade.. haha.

was studying when my hands became itchy.. i went to change the action of the bass(action is the tension of the strings together with the distance of the string from the fretboard)... anyhow change... once again learned alot of things form this simple action of mine. i screwed and unscrewed the thing ten plus times to experiment how this small thing works.... well, managed to lower my action but i am quitesad... i am suppose to be happy.. coz its easier to play now.. but.. i feel that the bass is not the same old one anymore. previously, the action is not bad le... but i wasnt contented so i change it... sian.. so i learned a lesson.. be contented. there r alway nicer, better, cooler things out there... everything is improving.. but as long as u feel that wad u have is enough, be contented, then it will always be the best... now i have to spend an additional twenty bucks to add a person to change my bass action to the one i had... guess this kinda money cannot save one..

well well...back to my band... that nite, we toked about many things.. i drew a funny mind map on the route to success and find it quite true. chung was saying that we should not wear our glasses when we're performing.. ziqi argued that we look more studious with glasses.. and chung replied his arguement by saying.. we dun have to look studious when we're on stage :). true true... and we actuallytink of how is it possible not to wear glasses.. i have to consider first coz i dun feel comfortable without my glasses... but thats not the most important thing.. i think converting the flaps on me to abs is more impt..operation flaps to abs.

wellwell... one ofthe bassist in the other band is quite zai... he can slap and pop like crazy.. and play it well... i thought to myself... wa zai sia.. if he challenge me i confirm die... tio owned. but i thought again... so wad if he is gd? we r in a band and a band cant have 5 super zai member trying to be lead... i may not be very gd.. but it doesnt matter coz my band has a gd guitarist that can probably pawn everyone in skool.. and the rest of us will juz support him and we own as a band, band of bros. mike, soundman of Ronin, and also the owner of the jamming studio that we jam, sorta enlightened me.. he told me that a bass is a support instrument and it has its pros and cons ups and downs... true... now i am totally convince and of course contented that playing the bass is best for me :) something u juz need this kidna pro to 'assure' u wad ur doing. proud to be the base.

yea.. my band name have finallise its called *******.... nice name...

superband 2006

its been a long time since i blogged and i am getting more and more lazy and unwilling to do so.. but i will do it this time.

watched superband live ytd. one of my favourite bands, Mi Lu Bing won the competition. yay, happy for them. the second band i support, amber, who was kicked out during the last 8 i think.. came back and put up a nice performance. the keyboardist and bassist is juz so cool.

felt sad for J3.. they were really gd... the jazz version of xiao wei is like kan zai. but i guess they juz dun have enough fans... felt abit sad for lucify too, felt that they really put in alot of effort.. they tried to bring visual rock to singapore.. but tried too hard.. still, i think they r not bad... top cut... i prefer to see them with their own style.

the voting system is kinda unfair.. i feel that mediacorp and telecom are juz trying to earn money from the pple... with all these super this and that going on and on and on... i guess pple will juz stop calling. maybe they wan the viewers to feel that they r involved.. and that they play a part... but to me.. its juz an excuse.

hope that MLB will release their own album and be ble to sustain themselves.. dun be like sly or taufik... MIA. i will consider buying their album... it will be a joy to listen to their pattern.

well, my band and i are doing fine.. 8/10 now. one more member, a vocalist will make it 9/10.. but its difficult la... we r a group of frenz.. diffi to accept a new member.., complete stranger or even 5-6 years older than us. but the search is on. hope we can kio a gackt or ryuchii.

k la i have to go. gtg man

well well

yes i am going to blog again. juz came back from jamming... enojoyed myself totally from head to toes back to head. its been a long time since we jammed.. everytime we jam... i feel warm... before we jam, i always dun feel like jamming.. i guess i am juz a gl person. anyway, today's jamming is to prepare ourselves for our big day... its not exactly big... actually a small day but its very big for us le. its PJC talentime on 8/7... we went for the audition last month without knowing its a talentime god dam it.. not our fault.. the organisers r dam stupid.. they wan us to perform for free and so they cre8 this talentime shit to scam us and make us bring everything ourselves other than providing a stupid drum set that bryan, our ever so cool drummer can trash it and not cry. we will be up against 4 other bands, 1 funk band with zai bassist and drummer, 1 mat loser band so lousy i can only use lousy to describe them, 1 'plain jane' band.. with average pple.. a gd singer with not bad looks but plain, and lastly, a secret band who my band and i suspect is ZEROINFINITY. heard of them? who cares.. its time we show them whos the ONE. ok enough of big talk... i am quite nervous... i feel that the band is one step tighter... closer and easier to communicate... if we wanna make i big, this is the time...yea man. if u r free, come down to PJC this sat and hear us rock :)

my very troublesome PW issue is finally solved. all thanks to tun and the rest of the members for cooperating. well, there were sparks but i guess everyone is fine and we r still classmates.

last week i saw an incident that i feel very 'heart sour' i was eating cheng ten, a nice desert when i saw a middle-aged man eating a bowl of grained ice.... f4rk man.. was dam sad... tong ren bu tong ming... i think that guy really wanted to eat desert but couldnt afford so he juz ordered grain ice... sigh... i am not very rich.. but there r millions, in fact billons of pple round me poorer.. maybe the uncle is not as poor thing as wad i think he is... maybe underneath those ice there r abalones and longans... but haiz.. if u see this kinda thing.. wont u be sad?

i feel tat i am a person that wan to wear a big hat when my head is small. first, i spended 600 on a bass and an amp when i could have gotten something lousier... ok maybe this is a bad example since music thing... yi fen qian, yi fen hou. 2ndly, i have too many WANTS... juz too many and my allowance is only 230... its alot le.. i wanna buy a $74 shoes , and some clothes plus a ring... sometimes things juz dun go the way u wan them to go. i always tell myself to think proactively.. but can one really think proactively so xin gan qin yuan? i dun thinmk so... maybe i should be a monk and eat vege everyday...

after 17 years, i finally have an ambition.. but due to lack of knowledge for that line, i wont be revealing it now.. dun wanna make a mistake and get mock... but i feel really happy... finally i have a goal... :)

lastly, my band and i came together juz now and tried very hard thinking of a band name. plz do not misunderstand, advent and DRIVE are juz testing names.. they r nv once an official name.. i will reveal the name next time after we finalise everything. we feel that if we wanna make it big.... a name, an identity is really very impt.. with killer equipments now... and a cool name.. plus handsome bandmates.. i am optimistic that we can go further than far :)

k its late i am going to sleep... did u all enjoy my post? i know u did.

WOOT

long time since i blogged... this shall be a happy post :) coz i am happy.

my 1 month holiday is almost over!~ exams r round the corner... chem phy maths chinese econs, 5 sub to cover in 4 days.. shall try my best.. not aimming ace anyway, a pass will do.. did many many things in this long holiday.. all except study haha.. very fruitful.. gained alot.. learned alot.. went for first aid course last week. its a 3 days course, and at the end of it u will sit for a test.. if u pass, u get a cert.. at first i was quite du lan.. why must we, the scouts, go for such useless shit when most of us r busy preparing for exams? its not as bad as i think la seriously.. i think i wouldnt have studied effectively anyway.. since i will tell myself i have 1 more week left to study..in fact, i think the o lvl is the only exam that i really study for more than 2 weeks... yea.. so ipassed the test and got myself a cert :)... now i am a qualified first aider... gained alot from the course... CPR and the use of bandages r like no kicks.. coz of this course, i sorta got into a financial crisis... recently bought a bass and paid for 2 star kayahing....and now this course... which costed $50... nvm la... other than the knowledge, i gained many more things.. .too much to be blogged.

ok... went for 2 star kayahing last week too.. f4rk tiring.. imagine waking up 6 everyday... for one week... IN YOUR SWT HOLIDAYS!!!! haiz.. the travelling sux la... i have to take a train to tanah merah, round 1h5min.. then take a bus to changi village... round 30min... dam sian.. esp when studying for examination keep appearing in your mind. other than the travelling part.. everything is gd.. the food at changi village rocks... gonna miss that place.. kayahing is dam fun.. went for a 7.3k expedition and learned many skills.. wow! i think kayahing is one of the coolest sports i played... alittle bhb.. but i think i am quitepro in it.. so i am considering going for 3 star.. not now though.. no money and no time.. maybe next year after a lvl.. when i am very free and will most likely chiong game... yep.. i passed the test and now am a 2 star kayaher that can rent a kayah and travel round SG!...totally rocks man...

juz came back from scouts camp ytd... the camp was fun.. learned many things... haiz... too many to be written.. but sian at times too.. since the camp was more for the juniors and we r juz ICs... and most of the planning were done be the rovers, our seniors.. first time i camped in sec skool... not bad.. have to stay in the dom... which is quite sian.. coz we couldnt sleep around and talk about ghost... met one junior.. his first brother was a fellow cadet scout in pri skool.. his second bro was under me then now.. he is under me again LOL... so cute..

started studying today... finally... ok going to slp le. bb

haiz!!!!!!!!!!!

was lying on the bed listening to mp3.... feeling troubled... in the past 1 month.. so many things happened.. so many... too many.. its like.. my body is strained... by all these things... its not that things dun go the way i wan it to.. its juz.. too many things 'going' at the sam time, gd and bad.. that i dunno how to react.

recently got back my phy and maths test... did quite well to me.. but coz of my 1st time, average out only pass by abit... kinda sian la... wondering wads the point of studying.. juz giving myself too much pressure..

juz came back form chee's bday party... it was fun.. we played from 4 all the way to 1030.. only stopped for dinner... its been a long time since i enjoy myself fully.. it wasnt the best gathering.. but at least i get to see my frenz, tok, play... really play... my frenz and i bought him an ice-cream cake.. but it melted coz chee's kum gong maid nv put it inside the fridge... still, it tasted ok... although half of the taste is gone... HAIZ....

this post is totally written in broken eng and sentences... sorri man.. dun wanna pressure myself to write in gd eng when my eng sux..

monday, which is tmr i have a stupid na bei chi by econs test.. its really chi by and na bei... its been i long time since i say chi by but.. yea its really chi by.. all work and no play makes janson a dull boy... pimples popping out... lack of slp... no time for leisure... thats life... how i wish i was born in... say a small town in malaysia... so relaxing.. really wan to whine... HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my band is back on track.. super happy.. but at the mean time.. i can feel the pressure too... i mean who dun feel stressed? im juz not being myself, not being able to relax and think proactively.. time... thats what i need.

wondering.. y is a cert so impt?

erm.. whining... tired... my heart is feeling abit funny lately... well well... i think i act cool act handsome too much le.. should juz be a f4rker and go round di siaoing pple..

meanless post... i juz need to write out everything.. so that i can slp... i have been searching my playlist for a song that can sorta represent how i feel now... dun have... one of sl products came close.. but still not that close.. i wan to shout!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:) n :(

well... last nite was terrible for me.. juz terrible.. luckily another person i least expected to help me helped me... yup, thank u for helping me.

went for ventures bbq ytd. the bbq process is fairly slow, the fire is weak and i juz feel depressed. went to play soccer with a group of small aussie boys... they keep insulting singapore and call sinagporeans gay. wei jie and i abit bu shuang.. in fact, my whole team played with them becoz we all bu shuang LOL... we played rough very rough.. imagine 4 7- years old whites vs 5 15-17 years old guys LOL.. kena owned. i managed to insult one of the boys and sorta make him feel bad... well its quite funny la.. stupid boys.. stand on sg soil and kp us.. nv die before... aiya nvm them la.

my band is back on track and i am feeling gd. went to soft.com.sg and got quite alot of help from the helpful pple there regarding my future bass... haiz... 900 bucks... dunno need to save till when... well, ziqi offered to chip in abit.. like a loan i believe... glad he offered to help, thanks but no thanks haha. k la its time to go study le.. thousands of TYS questions to do. k bb

speech day

went back to skool today for speech day. didnt receive any award or see the ceremony but i am still very happy. saw many pple from my batch... some chanced, some didnt. the teachers, as usual, gl one gl, gd one gd. why did i return to skool? main reason, to thank my teachers. without them, or should i say, if they didnt force me to study, i dun think i can make it to pjc.. probably end up in poly and get into a course i thought nv exist. went to mr lau then mr chiang then gan before going to my class parent, miss foo. felt dam dam dam dam 'gan dong' when i thanked them and shoke their hands.. haha but i am dam dam dam happy too. nv thought that saying ty is so hard... i will nv forget these teachers... they r the best of the best.

tried to go into the award ceremony but was stopped by a guy then i tried bargaining with mrs sam and failed. after that i looked at her and she said, dun stare at me... i was like fark? i stare at u? u think u big? big legs la... kinda du lan at that pt. if i am a 6 pointer, she should have knee down, kissed my feet and carpet me into the hall.. but dam no i am a 16 pointer... i looked at her coz i hope she reconigse me na bei she didnt and farked me... puki!..FBI la... nvm.. she think she cute... let her be lor..

anyway the day was quite ok... other then getting punished for not doing chem work.. erm i think its still alrite... k la its late i got to sleep. tmr have kayahing! OMG rocks man... long time no see my fren sl... LOL.. haha wadeva.

neoprint

went out today with wy and took neoprints. i seriously dunno wads so gd about neoprint and wad makes the girls take and take and deco here and there... my fren amanda takes neoprint like crazy and put them in the drawer... this is the first time i take neoprint this year, 6th or 7th in my life. went to cut hair on thursday so yup quite ok so i agree to take neoprints. i dropped 9x $1 gold coins into the stupid japanese gayly decorated machine... wa heartpain... nvm... so they let us select some shit and then keep taking photos. at first i though i juz need to post 5-10 times but fark no! i need to post 21 times god dam hell... smile here and there wa and after taking i found out that i can only choose 6! wa piang... sian diao. i only managed to choose 5 coz we were too slow.. i think we were only given 15 secs. here comes the deco part... only have to deco 6 pics... they give us 400 sec. extremely stupid i think. irather they give me 100 sec to choose, 300 to deco.. better rite.. can look via carefully and choose... aiya dunno la. overall, i think neoprint is a great invention(jap alway invent gd things) but its too exp and still need some improvements.

a rare post

well, finally got the time to blog. i have alot to say.. so i catagorise them... read those u wan to read. if u dunno wad to read,read all since they r not bullshit anyway.

POLITICAL

i have been studying for my second "o" lvls. the difference between this time and the one before is... i start 5 months earlier but still feel behind. thats wad jc is all bout.. stress stress and more stress LOL. scary rite? go poly la...

k la, actually jc life is not that scary one... as in there are ways to reduce your stress. and believe me or not, your jc life actually starts from sec 2 streaming or even PSLE( i will tok bout sec 2 streaming instead if not i will be like a grandpa).

why do i say so? 1stly, if u work hard, get into double sci with a maths, then u r 1 step to jc. the maths and sci taught in jc require u to know pure sci and a maths.... so for ple like me, who didnt study pure sci... bang bang either i work harder or i fall lower.

2ndly, getting into a gd jc in the 1st 3 months... will seriously and almost lay the red carpet to jc. i have many frenz from weaker skools that managed to get into gd jcs becoz of their prelims. not that i lkook down on them, but the 2 bonus pts r really very helpful to them. some skools have promises like they will take back PAE students as long as they score below 20... so.. well... another way of saying this is... get in my skool for PAE, prepare yourself for JAE. this is y i say.. 1st 3 months is very impt... personally, as i did not do very well for PAE, i feel that this thing should be scrap. why? coz its actually unfair... very unfair.. not that i look down on neighbourhood skools( i was in 1 myself), but most of them..80% do better in PAE than JAE due to the lower skool standard. this is unfair to pple from better skools. naturally, SAP skools will set their standards higher.. knowing that their students dunnid the help of PAE.. they merely wan to train them up. so for skool is the middle range all die. we need the help of PAE, but reputation at stake... how leh? sacrifice half lor..

see, all skools r the same.. the only diif is the stduents mentality(??). if u dun have the heart to go for 1st 3 months, go work... dun lie to yourself that u wanna go somewhere to 'exercise' your mind coz u wont. i went to MI for 1st 3 months.. and i learn nth... no head start for me... and no money from work.. .so i end up having nth, feeling nth.. and a nth....

but i do encourage pple to go 1st 3 months to get a head start... i see pple that go for PAE doing better that pple who dun. they look more confident too n r less likely to lag behind.

k thats all for political.. getting lazy.. but well.................

internal affair

today wasnt a very gd day. i spend 1.5h copying a VA shit for 20 times for copying. yes, i copied.. but i copy coz i dunno that va actually need to do one! i told the teacher.. argue with her.... purposely dun do and she increased from 10 to 20... not juz that, she even say i have attp. __ her la... but still, i have to thank her.. i used the time to improve my handwriting and i memorise the whole format... so ty teacher.. though u suck.

my gp teacher praised me today. we were doing oral presentation(OP) and she said i was the BEST specker LOL... yea man... totally love it.. k la.. its nth big... millions get praised everyday.. but it cam at the rite time... i was kinda depressed for the pass few weeks.. hw and frenz... low-self estem... but a few days ago everything sort change.. so... yea la... happy for now and i hope it will last..

now comes the sad part... i juz fought with my sister over the com... she called me selfish and walked away... i cannot tahan so i gave her a piece of me... sigh.. totally lost my mind.. i went and gave her a push.. and then.. yea we fight.. haiz.. end up me spoiling her glasses and she throwing my phone on the floor.. i am really dam sorri... feel like a failure for thinks he is a winner. she say i dun appreciate her and order her... but well, its not that i dun... but.. i show it in the wrong way lor.. its like... she say i dun thank her.. like when she buy me food i will say oh yea now i have free food instead of thank u... but OMG... thats me lor.. i really feel very hard to say ty and sorri to pple that r close to me.. my relatives esp.. when i saw her throw my phone, i actually punched and hit her arm and shoulders.. i tell u.. tmr.. her hand confirm cannot move.. coz i have been training alot.. and she is like... FARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wad have i done man... i am truely SORRI!!!! she dun read my blog but if she somehow managed to read, juz hope she know i appreciate her and feel dam guility for doing that sin... i know... family matters shouldnt be spread.. but i really need a place to write this down and constantly remind myself... its been a long time since i act so hushly.... fark man.. she gotta hate me... she is sending some hate sms to me... really shouldnt have punched her.. haiz... a day to remember.

the future is bright

went for ventures this morning. after going to pjc and getting so high with my og mates, i finally know the feeling of true enthu-ness. i applied the enthu-ness in venture today and it turned out quite well. there are a whole lot of activities waiting for me.. ranging from hike to ubin to some leadership thing.. kinda looking forward to visiting ubin again.. the last time i went was 2 years ago i think... went with my primary skoolmates and my teacher. still remember the feeling of cycling till i wanan die. god dam it real shuang lor. its a pity the ncc pple wont be joining us.. i think they can if they wan.. not sure... oh.. juz fark it ho fu shit. i think most of the weekends are filled with activities from now to june... less time to study.. so much really chiong le.

well, wrote a testi for my fren afew days ago... feel great to see him full of confidence and excitment... frankly, i dun think i really make pple's day lor.. most of the time i either spoil them or... yea spoil them only. i shall call that.. a wonderful testi... or testi of joy.. or a testi that make wonders... wadeva la.. its juz purely wonderful.

met mic juz now at west bowl near clementi.. i think they r having some sorta party or bowling shit. LOL wad a place to see her ( in case she is reading this, i better not comment too much). k.. thats evil... 3 months nv see her and she still looks the same.. maybe taller? not sure.. do hope she grow taller.. but not taller than me..

operation "spread the love" by seng loong has infected my blog... i urge everyone to msg your gd frenz thanking them LOL.. lame la.. but i think the person that receive the msg is gonna be happy.. so why not make someone else's day? to me, i feel that a gd frenship dun really need years to build up. sometimes, months or even weeks will do :) 3 cheers to my ready built ships and my up and going ships. gtg... blog again next time

my 1st campfire

went to rv campfire today with the scouts and guides... my 1st campfire. its quite sucky i think. the amps r soft and i cant hear anything... all the cheering make it even harder to hear. kinda proud to be in the griffins, the largest scout group that went ot he campfire but a little pity that the ventures, including me did not really participate. its not tat we dun wan to but its more coz we dunno how to.. the griffins were cheering happily some funny thing and we merely clap(misclap) and went bla bla bla. LOL.. .still it was fun... seeing fellow skoolmates enjoy themselves... k la quite happy for myself... at least towards the end i cheered and sang. if there is any campfire next time.. i am bound to go and fully enjoy myself... chances like that r truely hard to come by.. juz like every other thing... u MUST MUST treasure them. erm.. something i really wana tok about. recently some of our venture members r sort of forced to quit... or encouraged to quit. and its all coz of one person, mr ho fu shit. k.. he is a gd math teacher and he head of UG... so does that give him the reason to throw his weights around? he is persuading.. if not forcing ncc and girl guides member out of venture and he gives stupid reason like... giving junior the wrong idea for the switch in cca and skool should come ahead of individual. those r the 2 'reasons' he gave to make the ncc and guides quit venture.. which i think is really selfish and a childish act of sour grapes.

he may be jealous and angry that 2 of this best cadets r joining over to a new cca... an UG to make matters worse.. i mean ncc is rated as the best of all UG and can u imagine his best cadets switching over? now... they r not switching over or totally disown ncc.. they join venture for the outdoor activites.. well, i worte this thing afew days ago.. now i dunno wad to write le... since he got his wish to make ncc quit... IGNTS... i believe... that if they were given a choice.. they wont quit. :)

yup long time since i posted. went to jamming 2 days ago. didnt went very smoothly.. many errors and mistiming... well i found 2 reasons. firstly, i wsnt very prepared.. dunno y i always leave jamming thing to the last min.... started playing 5 days before jamming.. but things always pop out out of nowhere. my frenz and iwent to stay over at yang's house for 1 day. then went swimmnig and kena sun burn.. juz wasnt prepared la.. nvm there is alwasy tmr. secondly, i think that the band is spending less time together. we have been doing our own stuff for the month.. and onmly meet up for jamming... maybe we should go out as aband more.

sigh.. kinda sad to not see myself posted to jjc on friday. i off the com and str8 chiong to jjc to appeal... was told to wait.. til lwed for the results.. wa sian man... should have been more decisive la.. keep wondering pjc or jjc now end up in pjc but wanan go jjc. so mic, if u r reading, really must work hard for every pt man.. pple thatscore 15 r all going to jjc like water... fark! all my frenz in jj and i go pj... this is so sad... go jjc so close.. and i have to go pj.. so sad.

a sleepy day

slept from 5 plus to 11 today. totally wore out. had to wake up 630 in the morning to go venture.. 630 man god dam it.. it was so cooling and dark yet i have to wake up. reached skool round 8 and had some meeting thing till 12 before going to makan follow by pool.

i will be signing up for the national youth achievement award NYAA thingy together with all the scouts. dun really know wad is it about but from wad they say, it will help in uni admission and getting jobs in the future. there r 4 main projects we have to fulfill,service, adventure aim and residential project. k la quite easy i would say.

we r going for an residential project in indoneasia @ the end of the year and kayahing for the next few months. by finishing this 2 things, we have already finished half of the requirements. the oter 2 service and aim is quite easy too.

service is basically like CIP... go old folks home and settle le. aim is ok too. learn a new skill for 1.5 years... language or skill. actually, the things we r suppose to do r relatively easy accept that we have to do it for a look period of time.

no doubt NYAA kicks ass.. there is one major problem. and that is money. out of 4 projects, 3 of them need alot of money. take residential project for example.we r going to tsunami-hit areas to build house. but guess wad? we have to pay round 1k including air fares food shit and house building material. its totally wth man. i admit we will gain rich experience and knowledge.. maybe some skills but we r still students and dun really have much funds. though there r some fund raising projects, i dun think it will even be enough to cover half of wad we spend to get nyaa. other than the residential project, the aim and adventure thing is also kinda costly... to learn a new skill for 1.5 years.... lets say i learn guitar in yamaha. one month is $70. 18 months will be round 1.3k. somemore its not like we learn something for 1.5 years and quit it after we get nyaa.. we have to cont for a very period of time ( grade 8 for piano take like 8-9 years?). for pple who have the intention to learn a new skill then this should be ok but for those who dun, LOL congrats man.

k la.... take it as a small invesment lor... if it really can help me get into uni easier and get a better job, why not? scarly they change the system and nyaa just a piece of rotten shit.. then i will kick the founders a55. k la gtg bb

second visit to JJC

went to jjc today with my frenz. really, nv judge a book by its cover. JJc may be super ugly outside, but its kinda nice inside. im not trying to promote the skool, nor did i get brainwashed. there r tables to study... plenty of them. there r nice places to chill... the rooftop cafe and the grandstand. the sporting facilties are pretty gd too. the canteen food is nice... definitely owns the canteen food of MI. u will know wad i mean if u go MI for first 3 months... i confirm u will slim down. i once heard someone saying there will be chinese as long as there is water. i discovered one more thing. when there is a ball, u will be crazy ctss pupils kicking it. after we tried the canteen food, instead of touring the skool, we went to play soccer! we play and play... for round 3 hours.. its been a long time since i played soccer due to my knee problem.. really wanna go JJC again.... to play soccer LOL.

also, there will be venture meeting tmr.. excited man... we will learn to tie shits and maybe.... learn to sing the national anthem? zzz k gtg bb

a meaningful story part II

k... story time. k wang gong ong was sent to jail. the next day, the king summoned the whole palace to hunt again.. he cannot tahan the temptation of the white dear. so everyone in the palace went searching for the dear. finally, they found it and gave chase. the dear ran into a valley and the king found themselves trapped... kinda trapped. the dear was actually a guy from a man-eating tribe. he went back to his base and reported to his king. he told his king that he found a person whom he think should be powerful..coz he is the only one riding a horse. so the king of the man-eating shit ordered his men to kill everyone except the king who was to be used as a sacrificial( spelling error?) product. he instructed his men to check the king to make sure that he is in 'working order and normal'. to their horror, they found the king with one missing finger OMG. they thought he was not normal.. and dun even dare to touch him. the king then have no choice but to free him, the king. so the king ran back to his palace and looked for wang gong gong. he told wang gong gong wad happened and wang gong gong said," see my lord, i told u everything is a gd thing. if i nv tell u everything is a gd thing, i wouldnt be jailed. if i wasnt jailed then i would probabl be dead. if u nv cut of your finger, u would become the tribe's sacrificial product.

i feel that this story is actually quite true... but i would like to change abit. instead of saying everything is a gd thing, i think everything is a gd thing depending on how u wanna see it. hope u enjoyed this story.

realised how unfilial, rude and irresponsible. i went to amanda's house and camp last nite 2gether with some of my frenz. i msg my dad at 12 asking him whether he can fetch me home if not i will go home myself. he didnt reply.. probably coz he is asleep. k so this morning i woke up and my dad called me asking where am i, where i go, who went to amanda's house. and i said, " dun guai lan can? i am at my frenz house." then i put down the phone. later wy sms me and told me somethings. i long knew that my parents care for me.. but seriously.. they r gl at times.. but again.... who is prefect? and i dun think its rite to link different issues together. i dunno y i acted like that.. maybe coz i wanna look cool and fearless infront of my frenz.. which is really very unfair to my parents. i thought of apologising via sms to my dad.. but the sorri word is really very difficult to come out.. nvm.. i think they probably feel the same way as me everytime they accuse me. k la ITE MAN! gonna be more filial from now on.

and bout manda's party the food is real nice... tie ban shao and steamboat.. nice nice.. but u know whats best? its the opportunity to meet up with my frenz.. listened to some wonderful gangster story shit.. and went to read about silentvalentine, a loser band HAHA. real loser... hope i can find their music somewhere and compare them with ours. k gtg bb

venture first activity, a 8 km hike

feeling still kinda tired now after waking up from a 6h nap. the venture hike last nite was really taxing. joined the venture coz i wanna go for outdoor activities but heard from frenz that the outdoor activities cca in skool sux. plus i wan to join a cca in skool that can work on the body. so by joining venture, i can join a sports cca in skool and also enjoy outdoor activities : ) the scouts( including us ventures) started the hike in alexander hospital. we then walked to a railway somewhere round that area and started conquering it. along the ways we see rocks and more rocks... nth special except one crushed cat reduced to bones with some flesh remaining. after that we had to walk via a... drain...round 20m the intial part was still ok. wemerely need a bend and use our hands to caryy us forward... the water lvl is also kinda low. after sometime. nb the tunnel starts to get narrower and the water lvl starts to rise.. in the end most of us got our pants wet till below the knee and some of us got cramps... this is like a do or die situation. cannot turn back.. only can move forward in pitch black.. till u see light... sibei fun. k finally we came out of the drain.. rested awhile and started walking again. next up is to hike up telok blangah hill. the hill where huang na's ____ was found. wasnt as hard as expected.. not coz we r fitter than the scouts that went via it before..rather coz we had a robe to pull. finally! the last part of the journey, we walk to labardor(spelling error) park where our journey ends. we began to wash up and eat before sleeping in our quite confortable tents. by then its round 430. the next morning is quite sian.. juz some promotion thingy before we go off.

seriously looking forward to more activities. this is a cca that doesnt need alot of commitment. but to feel the fun, u need to be really committed, juz like playing the guitar. the only cons, i think, will be to pay for our courses.... althou we will be getting some or most of our money back, but we gotta wait and it will surely burn a hole in my pocket. k going off to amanda's party and nice foods. bb

1910

an old fren found

kinda happy today. i logged into frenster and got a reply from a girl named jing en. i was checking who viewed me 2 weeks ago and saw her name. str8 away i know its 'her'. the fren that MIA 8 years ago. i knew her when i was pri 2.. we played the eraser thing and exchanged cards. then we went to the same pri 3 class and were sitting in the same row, together with 2 other guys... whom r also my playmates. i dunno y but jing en is always mixing round with guys... and she is not shy at all.. at least in my impression... maybe she's a tomboy LOL.. k wadeva. so after playing eraser and cards for 2 years, she went missing when we came back from our 1 month december holidays(not confirm is that holiday but well she really went missing). i went round asking for her whereabout but to no avail. kinda sad la.. i mean.. i lost a fren that i can trick easers from... and can run together... no special feelings. i find and find and got sick of it.. so i gave up. she's from a rich family so maybe she transfered to some america skool or left sg. i dunno why, for 8 years i nv forget her.. maybe coz she is the first girl i tricked in my scamming career. so a long wait ended 2 weeks ago. i saw her profile... then.... i msged her," excuse me r u from MYPS?" she replied me yes then bla bla bla. but still pple change la.. maybe she is not the same old JE

lazy blogger

its been a long time since i blogged. tired, lazy and no mood.. and the blog is collecting dust again! so today i shall sweep away some of the dust haha. went to pjc open house ytd. the path to the skool is very nice.. i think its about 700m away from the bus stop. my frenz and i wee welcomed by spaceous roads and many pri and sec skool. this is indeed a gd environment to study. the design of the skool is quite nice.. its nice and big.. at least bigger then MI. wad attracts me most is not the short skirt girls but the presence of rock.. which is lacked in most skools. to be continue at the band blog, www.namemyass.blogspot.com

I am sick

stupid whether and heaty food make me sick... for 2 consecutive days my mother forced me to drink 1L of cucumber juice with salt... wa... holy shyt i almost died. but haha it really helps alot. i hope i can go skool on monday... well but i dun mind not going too... coz there is a hair check and i have to hair my cute hairs. no way man. but again... i feel that its time to get serious.. so i think i will have to think for an excuse. ok i shall think for an excuse now. bb guys and gers.

* today is a gd day. if u wanna buy toto, 4-d buy today. confirm strike

15/1

happy hari raya!

wish everyone a happy hari raya! its been raining non-stop since ytd. so nice.. can slp... er ok thats all.. back to slp. oh and i dunno y i really like my blog song... sound vert final fantasy. going to collect my new glasses later... excited but dun really like it

end of orientation

today is the end of my skool's orientation. feeling kinda down... reason i dunno. wads wrong man... erm.. i need to think... maybe time can help? it always does.

a meaningful story pt1

this story was told to me by my upline. its one of the things i learned during my 1 week holi work. ok lets start.

once upon a time, there is a king who likes to hunt. one day he went for a hunting trip with everyone in the palace. during the trip, the king saw a white deer. he fall in love with it's fur and decided to hunt it down. so they chase the deer and chase and chase.. the king reached a comfortable distances and pulled out his bow. however, before he could shoot, the horse suddenly slipped and lost balance. the king lost control of the arrow and misfired. he fell from the horse and found his thumb cut off... sigh... everyone chiong towards the king and ask if he is k. wang gong gong (WGG) chiong to him and said... king, everything is a gd thing. after the king heard wad WGG said, he was so du lan he sended him to jail. to be continued.

HAPPY NEW YEAR. juz came back from count down kinda tired. didnt wan to go anywhere initially... felt tired and lifeless after jamming the day before..i think i used to much energy. but luckily i went if not i wont know the feeling of counting down. i chose to go wy's club to count down coz i wanna get involved but i dun wan to cramp with thousands of crazy dance freaks. so i got ZQ sp min hui ting you to go with me... kinda boring at frist.. watch my favourite team arsenal drew with aston villa.. playing shitty football... dunno wads the tea mdoing.. wanna relegate and start all over is it... after that we went to play arcade.... er then went to walk at the jelly... nth much la... till 10 min before the count down.. we went to dance... there is a live band performing... but kinda sucky la.. no bassist and drumer... boo for them.. disgrace rock band manz. the 3 girls r crazy... dance like mad pple and they r really kinda gd in it unlike the us( 3 boys ). stand there like kayo... i even tried to dance like the hip hopper in south park espisode 600x... chung should know. damn tui lian. suddenly 54321 and everyone started screaming... i also scream abit... then dance... dance.. pple dance i stand there...really... i rather play strings then dance LOL... ended the day with a game of pool. didnt interact too much with the girls... we r still too inmature... gotta learn. nite

after lvl

i decided that after olvl, i will write a book. something unexpected. will need alot of help. my eng really s***. but i will still write a book

poly or jc

dad say go poly. mum say go poly. wy da say poly. wx dad and mum say poly. everyone say poly... i wanna go jc. but i scare i cant tahan. 2 years of chionging..... i not those study whole day type.. this is tough.... go poly, i dunno which course to take... plus if i wanna be a teacher and a policeman... go poly i have to forget about them le....govt service is aobut cert. u become police, catch 100 theives, u will still lose out in terms of getting promoted to a uni grad who nv catch one theif. however accidents do happen. my sister went to poly, studied biosci. she came out and worked in a bank. recently got promoted for closing a 500k deal and got promoted after working for 1 year plus. now, she plan to go overseas uni and study for one year... do u all know wad one year means? it means u study via out the year... no break... pple complete in 2 years, u complete in 1.... fast but tedious... but of course, pple who know her story( my favourite motivational story) u will know the diff.. i dunno if she is a human.. but if she is, she is a very special one... so how???? poly or jc?

moonchild, a movie featuring hyde gackt and lee hom is going to aired dunno when. its a brainless-gun firing show.. and i was so brainless to buy the dvd. 7/10 i would rate it. its for pple that wanna see handsome guys fighting unrealisticly

mizerable

i am feeling mizerable for the wrong reason. maple is like a drug.... its tempting me... i dunno what to do. even after deleting it, it is still there tempting me... really got to try hard to not let history repeat itself. my prelim is gone and i dun really care. even if i can get to a lousier jc, i will really consider to go or not. from dec to feb 3 months of non stop gaming n working.... sigh im failing impt pple round me. i need a wake up call... or perhaps i am awake but i juz wanna slp. anyway mizerable by gackt is nice. u all should go dl

my 1st bday present

juz received my bday present from a coursin in hk. its a hp photosmart mobile camera. thank u coursin. everytime he come to sg he give me thing... i dunno him well. the first time i met him was last may i think. since then, i have received a pda(christmas), a sweater(christmas), a powerful dunno what pen, a pair of shoes and now this HP bla bla bla. i am very gan ji. but i hope he can stop giving me things. i dun like to take things for free. meaning i will repay the person. i have too many pple to repay le. my 2 aunty, my uncle, my parents.. andnow him... haiz sian. he is coming to sg during the december holidays and my dad ask me to bring him around. is not that i dun wanna bring him. BUT ITS POST O LVL MAN!!!!! AND I NEED TO SLP AND PLAY. nvm. i still have 55 years of my life left to repay these pple that hav helped me.

gd shows

Under the influence of my sister, i started watching k-drama. at first, i was kinda reluctant. k-drama emphasis too much on love. everything also love.. even theior comedy also must love. but i got to admit that there r a few shows that r nice and i wan to recommend to u guys.
1) windstruck
2) my sassy girl
3) good luck( jap)
4) pride (jap)
5) volcano high

oh lastly, i would like to recommemd l'arc~en~ciel new ablum awake. i read somewhere that they r the top 10 hits in sg. u can dl their ablum from http://www.bittorrent.frozen-layer.net/?seccion=18 if u r a jpop fan, u can get some mtv and music here too.

camel and his words wisdom " treat maple as an enjoyment, dun treat it as a competition. kick the monster's a55 after a day of study. what is maple? its juz a few megabyte file... u cant even hold it.. it belongs to the recycle bin. o lvl cert. is something u can hold."
my life is full of ups and downs. but i am very lucky to have frenz celebrating with me when i am in my ups and frenz lending me a helping hand when i am in my downs.ytd, 2 great frenz helped me. one is sea shell, the other one is 'camel', the guy i least expected.heres alittle background of camel. he was my classmate in pss. he has attp and is quite a wield person. to me, he is like a joker (almost like wx) with a camel face. before knowing him, i only know pple look like pigs. i went on to know pple that look like elephant(wen si) and giraffe*(a teacher in ctss). he got hooked onto betting(singapore pools) and lost quite alot last year. thats when all the fone calls keep coming in. frankly specking, is not that i dun wanna lend him money but i know him juz too well to lend him( i still lent him 20 plus n he returned). ok back to the main topic. he called me ytd @ 7, when i juz reached home from skool and ask if i can meet him. he said he broke his tv(punched afew times) coz the tv keep offing by itself. he spent the next 30min or so convincing me to go out. i spent the next 30min coming out with excuses to keep me at home. i started giving him advises on various issues, too many to type. there goes 90min. we went on toking about pss stuff, something i really enjoy despite leaving the skool. later, i told him about how serious i treated maple. i hate to admit but maple is part of my life. its the last and first thing i have in my mind. it was his turn to advise me. the reasons he gave me were very true, something that i dun expect from him. he was successful in making me quit the game for now, after fail attempts by my family and wy(50-50). this came in a crucial time, juz when i am in my study mood. not too late i hope, 3 days to amaths p2.
*later that nite, i told wy about this and guess what? they were pri skool classmates and camel used to bully wy when she dun let him copy work lol... joke

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